| Prom and stuf |
[May. 10th, 2004|10:44 am] |
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This is amazeing - I STILL dont havve a date to prom!!! I no Ive been kinda laying low lately, but still...will I never get a date? I dont usully care so much, but dammnit, its only my freking senior prom! How are the dates coming with everyone else? Anyone no any cute to even moderetely cute single guys who are still looking fore a date? Send 'em my way! |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2004|03:52 pm] |
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| | yas yas yas: maps | ] |
i will never under stand alan grey.
like, last month he told me he was in love with abby. and then a hole lot of shit hapened beetwen sam and abby and him, which ended up in abby and alan avoyding each other at all costs. which somehow has led to alan selling out and beecoming a fucking PREP?!!!
i dont even no what to think of his new chick. lacy something. i have no thing aganst cheer leders at all ... i mean, my own best friend is one. but for fuck sakes, cheer leding stays in school. who the hell wants to show of they go to HT?
alan has raged on about how shitty SHS is .. and hes waring his awfull, disgesting, letter man jackit. alan never realy had a good style ... but a letter man jackit!!! mary anne's old frily dresses were better than that peace of puke.
still ... he goes out of his way to impres a girl. he changes his style just for her. he actualy sells out for her. gosh, what a pathetek loser. he never even went to that xtremes for abby, who he actualy sade he LOVED. maybey he realy is over her ...
claud, who are you kiding? you saw how akwerd he looked when she nesteled up to him. how reluktant he was to kiss her in the theater ... gosh, chicks like lacy alweys make out in the theater. get some oarwinginality (wow, that a hard word to work out!) and find a beter place to make out.
then agane, maybey he just isnt the touchy-feeley type and was uncomfertable making out in publik.
*sighs* i will never understand you alan grey. and abby stevenson for that mater.
abby is totelly stalking alan. i think. meh, i cant be shure. i mean, she does always come around and annoy the living shit out of me and corney. maybey it was just a weird stoneybrook coinsadent. or she is totelly in lust with him and cant admet it.
argh! you told your self you would stay out of it! no turning back! no asking questions! none of this!!
i must say, eternal sunshine for the spotles mind (i had to memerize that titel over and over agane till i finaly got it right) was a damn good movie. too bad ashley had to miss out on it. geez, even in the prevews, he didnt look like a rubber-faced comady or what ever she said ... i suppose she just didnt want to go with me. |
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[Feb. 25th, 2004|09:39 pm] |
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sooo, life has been such a wherlwind lately. a complete roller coster, with so many high ups and so many low downs.
- JANINE IS GETTING MARRIED! =) and while im still in complete shock, james' proposel was soooo romantik. and it was parsley my idea! and Janine was thrilled and sooo happy. and they say romance is dead.
gosh, i still cant even picture her in a wedding dress, walking down the eyeole ayle!
- getting an atrosish score on my SATs ... im to embaressed to say but it was only three digets. ugh, i'm a moran.
- this hole abby/alan disaster. god, why did i fucking get myself in to this? why did they fucking get me in to this? and god, they are acting so fucking immature! like, argueing over the message borde? no one wants to hare there fucking shit. abby is acting like some pre-madonna siko. "You say bitch like it’s a bad thing?" THIS IS COMING FROM ABBY?!
and i don't even no what the hell to do with alan. gosh, he's messed. and hes acting exactly like he did when he was 13. lord, both of them are. fucking babies.
and abby said some thing about new years ... i don't even want to ask what she was refering to. im going to get myself out of this mess as soon as i can. I meen, I have a wedding, a new cuzin on the way, my art, and college to worry. the two of them can sit there on the keyborde typing witty insalts to each other all night for all I care. |
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| ::outside the Kishi house:: |
[Feb. 15th, 2004|12:35 am] |
Dramatis Personae:
    
((continued from here ))
JANINE: ::calls out:: "Bye!" ::backs out of the driveway with her window rolled down and before putting it into drive, she blows them all a kiss, cranks her window back up, and drives off::
JAMES: ::blows a kiss back to Janine and waves:: ::After she's driven off, he nervously turns to face the Kishi family, suddenly feeling very awkward::
RIOKO: "Hello, James. Are you heading back to New Haven as well?"
JAMES: ::nods:: Soon. Actually... I was hoping to talk with all of you about something."
RIOKO: "Oh? Is it pertaining to Janine?"
JAMES: ::nods slowly:: "Yes."
JOHN: "Well, come on in, James. We can continue this discussion inside."
CLAUDIA: What the hell could this be about? ::follows her parents and James inside the house::
JOHN: ::opens the door for all of them as they file into the living room:: "Have a seat, James."
JAMES: "Thank you." ::sits on the loveseat::
RIOKO: ::sits on couch next to Claudia:: "James, you can begin." If he does ANYTHING to my Janine, he better be prepared to feel my wrath.
JAMES: ::just nods again and swallows the lump in his throat:: "Well, uh..." ::swallows again:: "Mr. and Mrs. Kishi, I'm... I'm in love with your daughter."
CLAUDIA: ::rolls eyes:: This needs to be announced?
JOHN: "Yes, we're aware of the fact. Janine seems to return your affections."
JAMES: "She's an amazing woman. You've done an incredible job raising her."
RIOKO: "We're very proud of both of our daughters. Is that what you wanted to tell us, James?"
JAMES: ::nods:: "And... one more thing." ::takes a deep breath and lets it out:: "... I'd like to ask Janine to marry me."
CLAUDIA: "OH MY LORD!"
RIOKO: ::takes a deep breath:: "I'd like to consult this with my husband first, if you don't mind, James."
JOHN: ::nods in agreement with his wife::
JAMES: ::nods:: "I understand completely. Take your time. I just... didn't want to do anything until I'd spoken with you first."
CLAUDIA: "Uh, Mom and Dad, do you want me to come along too?" Please don't leave me here with him.
JOHN: "Maybe you should stay here and keep James company, Claudia." ::John and Rioko rise::
RIOKO: "I agree with your father." ::leaves the room with John::
JAMES: ::smiles at Claudia:: "I... hope asking your parents first like this was alright. I'm a little old-fashioned like that."
CLAUDIA: ::smiles weakly:: "Yeah, clever." Janine? Married? In a dress? To James? MARRIED?! JANINE KISHI IS GETTING MARRIED?!
JAMES: ::nods:: "Sorry, this is little awkward, huh?"
CLAUDIA: "Yeah, you never imagine Janine getting married."
JAMES: ::smiles:: "Because she's your sister?"
CLAUDIA: ::nods slowly:: "Mhmm." Oh my lord, what if they have kids? JANINE .... PREGNANT???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JAMES: "I think Will felt the same way. My family already knows that I'm planning to ask."
CLAUDIA: "Oh, yeah, him." Mom and Dad, where are you?
JAMES: ::nods and they sit in silence for a few minutes::
*MEANWHILE*
RIOKO: ::sits at kitchen table:: "Well, John. I guess the day has finally arrived."
JOHN: ::sits down next to her:: "I guess it has. I must say, I'm impressed with him for asking us first." ::smiles:: "I remember how I felt when I asked your parents the same thing."
RIOKO: :smiles:: "So do I." ::sighs:: "Our little Janine ..." ::trails off::
JOHN: "Is she ready for this? To be a wife?"
RIOKO: "She's still has to go for her Masters."
JOHN: "You know she will. She's very dedicated."
RIOKO: "I know she will. Is James to the right man for her to spend the rest of her life with?"
JOHN: "That's... up to her now. I've... always approved of James as her boyfriend." ::slowly:: "I'm ready to approve of him as her... husband."
RIOKO: "I'm ready to give him my blessings as well." ::stands up:: "I can't believe my Janine is going to get married! Well, if she accepts his proposal."
JOHN: ::stands up and takes her hand:: "Shall we go and relieve the young man then?"
RIOKO: "I think we shall." ::heads towards the living room::
JAMES: ::has been sitting in silence for a few minutes with Claudia:: ::turns to see John and Rioko coming into the room and his heart starts pounding in anticipation::
CLAUDIA: They're holding HANDS AND SMILING?! Gosh, they're going to approve of this! "Hey, Mom and Dad."
JOHN: ::nods to acknowledge Claudia::
"James... thank you for asking us first. You didn't have to, of course, but it was a... noble gesture. You have our blessing."
CLAUDIA: "Oh ....... my ........"
JAMES: ::beaming:: "Thank you." ::lets out a huge sigh of relief and glances at Claudia.:: "... Is everything okay, Claudia? Do I... have your blessing as well?"
CLAUDIA: "Everything is fine, I guess. It's a huge shock for me right now ..."
JAMES: ::nods, not knowing what to say to that:: "Well, um... I've already bought a ring that I know she'll like. I did a little research with some help from her roommate and found out what kind of engagement ring she'd like."
RIOKO: "We're pleased to see you have plans underway."
JOHN: ::nods:: "Always good to have a plan. Do you know when you'll ask? We'd like to know how long we have to keep this underwraps."
JAMES: "That's... the part of the plan that isn't exactly ironed out yet. I'd like to ask her next weekend. I'm still trying to figure out a creative way to pop the question."
CLAUDIA: ::smiles:: "I know the perfect way to propose to her."
RIOKO: ::looks at Claudia, surprised:: "Are you giving James your blessing?"
CLAUDIA: ::stands up:: "Yeah, I'm giving my blessings."
JAMES: ::looks very grateful to Claudia:: "Janine is always telling me how creative you are. I'd love to hear your idea."
CLAUDIA: "James, I'll tell you over some soda ... " ::notices mother staring at her sternly:: "uh, tea."
JAMES: ::nods, grinning:: "Great."
RIOKO smiles and motions for JOHN to follow her upstairs as CLAUDIA and JAMES head into the kitchen to discuss Claudia's idea.
Fin. |
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[Jan. 15th, 2004|09:30 pm] |
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being back at school has just been awfull. ferst off, i am so behind on home work, its scarring me. of corse, all they could say was "you should have called some one, blah blah blah". also, i reahlized that i missed to tests ... which i didnt study for ... which i had to take the day i came back. gosh, they wouldnt even give me an extra day! well, i failed both of those.
every thing is in shambulls now. mary anne quit the bsc, which is going to led to dissaster, i no it. my to oldest friends are at each others throwts. every one is just so distant from each other. i havent been abel to eat lunch sinse im actualy doing home work at that time. i have one sitting job this week end. oh, not to menchen the fact that SATs are coming up.
ive never felt more misarabel my entire life then i do wright now. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2004|12:00 am] |
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suspension sucks. at least I cought up on all my soaps. not my home work, my soaps.
it was janines birthday today. shes 21, fucking hell. i didnt by her any thing but i made a card with a sketch of both of us and some jewelery. ive actually been working on those peaces for quite some time ... but they looked so much beter for janine, so i gave them to her. she went out today for dinner to, wow. she didnt tell me who ... if its james, argh.
( I never usually fill out these things unless I'm realy bored ) |
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| fucking hell. |
[Dec. 7th, 2003|04:38 pm] |
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holy crap, what a week end.
first off, stacey is at the hospetal. i dont no to many detales but she is ecepted to get well soon. gosh, i was wating out side for her so we culd go shoping, then i realised there was a big comoshin commostion inside the school. i ran in to the locker room and there was stacey, unconcious.
so, andi gentile walks in and thinks she can over take the whole situation. "oh, leav her alone, claudia" "dont touch her". who the hell dose she think she is? this is the same girl who stace almost ditched me and the bsc fore. so yeah, stace may be cool with her ... but im not. so, i snaped at her. bitching at me for shoeing consirn? questening my babysitting skills? fuck. no.
it was a cayotik seen ... and i admet i did not treet andi propirly. i did not no she was the one who found stacey and cheked her glucose and called the pearamediks. so i wrote a nice apallogee email to her, thanking her for what she did ... untill i saw this and once agane, the who the fuck does she think she is comes in. on a PUBLIC message borde too, fore lords sake.
i cant be bothered with this wright now. i cant.
and sekondley, i went to rockers front yard praktise. oh, not much of a praktise sinse i didnt hear any of there musik. well, hear comes the bigest serprize of the year: alan likes abby. he cunfided in me ... and i fucking blue him off. i just cant get over it. i cant. . i meen, abby is with sam and their happy togefer. the problim is ... i no alan to well. and i no hes going to persue abby in the worst way posible. god, hes probebly going to fight sam or some other irashional crap like that. and i no abby doesnt think of him the same wey ... this is an dissasster.
i whant alan to be happy and have a stabel relayshinip. and well, mabey ill just have to go threw grate lenths to do so.
i did not get much done. i made a few cairds ... but im behend agane. no home work done, litle shopping, and this week, early aceptence leters come in. i no i wont get any .. but i no i will have my parants naging to sufer.
time to make a get well caird for stace. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2003|04:23 pm] |
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well, i babysat the newtons today. *sighs* their so grate. little lucy was praktising as little lamb and shes so so adoreable. its priceles when she looks up at you with her inosent little face. jamie was going his home work and it's pretty rare some one asks me for help with school, but hey, i can handel third grade home work. both of them are so sweet and calm towards me ... they say they think of me as their big sister. and its coments like that that make babysitting all worth it in the end.
week end is finaly here, which means janine should be hear some time soon. i am so exited! we have so mutch to do and such ... finaly, i am in a good mood. this weak has bin a drag, but its over now. i have christmas pagant to look foreward too, lots of shopping, and just fill my self with the christmas speret and cheer.
well, of to pick up janine |
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| busey, busey, busey. |
[Dec. 3rd, 2003|06:06 pm] |
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well, the BSC meting went fine. i've got too jobs at the newtons this week, i can't wait. i havent seen them fourever. school went fine, i supose. ugh, i promise that not every entry i make will be about school, i promise. it's just so tiring, day in, day out. i whish i could skip, but they'll call home and then all hell will brake loose here and ... this is not a good beggining to the school year. especialy when i have piles of home work to do and my masive backpack is siting here, mocking me ...
on the brite side, janine is coming this week end! i whish i could go to yale, they get so many deys off. i plan on cleering up my hole week end so i can spend some time with the peeple i miss so deerly. we have christmas shopping to do, oui? if you need me this week end, i'll asure you'll find me in washington mall.
*sighs* i am down in the dumps, but i've got to get myself out of it. i have art projekts to finnish, christmas cards to make, christmas presents to make, babysitting jobs to handel, sowing, nitting, bying more fabrek. it's no wonder i havent had a single boyfriend this year.
yes, that's what's realy bothering me. |
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| finaly |
[Dec. 3rd, 2003|12:03 am] |
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i'm abel to go back online again. holy hell, could my parents get any more iritating?! it's bad enough they take my computor away, but my social life has been in a major dump. the only time i ever see any one is during BSC meetings and in classes, where i can't even talk to anyone! lunch: tutering. after school: tutering. every singel minute of my life: TUTERING! even during babysitting (and i'm about only doing too jobs a week)
after getting bs on some asignments and getting college brochers, my parents went a little easy. they allow me now one hour a day, online. FINALY! i miss all my friends and feel awful for neglecting them ... but i know they understand. and now, i have my grades stabel ... i can finaly have back my social life and get back to all my art projekts.
and holy crap, can livejournel can some better templetes? these colors look dreadfull! |
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